Becoming a widow

I know it's been a long time since I've even looked at my website, let alone attempted to keep it current. I found out March of 2021 that my husband of 39 years was dying of advanced cancer.

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After 7 months of horrible pain and suffering, he passed.

I lost all ability to write that dreadful day of his diagnosis and despite some effort, I still am unable to put words together. Life in general has been a struggle. I do believe I am beginning to catch glimpses of myself, though, whoever that may be without my person. I'm learning to live again. Or trying to.

You really cannot imagine how hard it is to lose a spouse. He was my whole life for so long, and then he was just gone.

It's taken me this long to begin to feel like I didn't die with him.

The sun is starting to come out, now, finally. The future doesn't seem quite so frightening now and I hope to get back to it, soon.